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the reap (part 2)

So yes..is all timing.

if u dont see results at the begining...be patient. Quiters never win..winners never quit!
I wouldn have seen another sale came in 5 days after de 1st if i didnt believe and stayed longer!

i will continue to sow seeds and REAP them when they ripen :)

the reap

Ive been busy with finding money! I wan to better my current lifestyle and also give my mother an above average comfortable life. I wan to be able to travel and bring her along :)

Mom has always been there for the family even when dad was still around. She has been  providing for me and brother when dad couldn make ends meet. Not dat dad did not provide but God wasnt in favour of him. God must have a reason for this...

I started to work right after diploma. Family didn hav enuf funds for me to further studies and i didn wan to burden my dad financially. So i was forced to work at young age and i guess i got mature way faster den my piers >.<

I pretty much went thru blood sweat and tear. Manage to travel to some local asian countries with hard earn savings with frens. Went to Bali, Indo and HK... and dats all i could afford. Every time i travel it was always on budget...de airline budget, de hotel budget and food...i had to be very wise on how i spend my money. I had great time neverdeless but i could bring mom along. coz bringing her along means (budget) X 2 and i only had enuf...

So came dis year... i had a drastic change in my career. Thanks to the criss dat happened i got to see that i could do better and i could give better if i put same effort of work in where it gives me the money. I was being approached to be an insurance agent!

Low and behold i took it! and now dat i'm in it i hav no regrets!

Last few days i was feeling really down... my sales weren't coming in. Somehow de seeds dat i sow hasnt ripen... thank God for good frens and AM and a gud environment at workplace i hang on a lil longer. :) today i finally reap a 3K sales

Im gonna continue to reap and reap and reap!

I realise i cant even manage one blog let alone 3 blogs.....AIKS

ok mayb i wld stick to just dis blog. All about my thoughs
A lot of happenings in the past months dat i didn have time to pen down wat was happening

Change

Changes are taking place right before me every second of the day.
M i goin to make it
M i goin to cry over it
M i goin to work towards it
.. YES to all

there sure gonna be pain!
there sure gonna be heart ache
there sure gonna be break downs
.. YES! but all that will make me a stronger me

I may be a caterpillar now..ugly and slimy but so WHAT..I'm in the process of becoming a beautiful Butterfly. Can u too?

Biggest decision in Life

This will definately be my BIGGEST decision that i make in my 30 years of life.

I am letting go of a sucure paying job to step foot into an unknow path. A path where is unknown but a place where i believe where i shud be if i want to achieve the goals deep in my very soul.

This is for you mummy dearest. Proverty stops with me! I will give you better life from today onwards

emo time

#links
is countless time now...
i dun know how many times you have been running inside my super tite brain. As it is there's so much to think.. so much to work.. yet you keep running inside.

There is technically no more space for your running already.. my brain now like gonna explode. a lil giddy spell and a lil tobbing in de head!! but yet cannot sleep

wonder if i am running inside yours